I'm 61 years old, live in New Orleans, have 4 daughters, 3 grandkids, work as a chef. I'm passionate about making God a very important part of my life. Reading Beliefnet.com has helped me in so many ways. I feel blessed. So many positive changes have occurred in my life that Beliefnet has helped bring about. I love to fish, camping out, teaching Marshell Arts, reading the Bible and spiritual books, learning to have a good relationship with someone. I thank God and Beliefnet for encouraging me to make positive changes in my life.I also have and online business N.Varrette International
My Secret Garden
Chapter One
In my Secret Gordon are many secrets of myself I have not let go of. Now I am leaning how to let go of some of them, and maybe with God's help I will be free of them all. You see God has given to me a book to read that I might understand my purpose and why I am on this Earth. I have looked to understand what my purpose was in life. Yet as always I was looking in all the wrong places for the answers. When all I had to do was to open the book that my Father gave me at birth and that was the Bible to read. Not only to read, but ask Him to gave me understanding of what I am reading and how to apply His words in my walk on earth with Him. Also, that I might understand His purpose for me being hear. You see without my Father in my life, my life will be purposeless. Without a purpose my life his been motion without meaning, activity without direction, and events without reason.
Without a purpose in my life, life became trivial, petty, and pointless. Until now I have lived a very pointless life. Things like lying, stealing, using people using myself, not being a good Father to my girls, are good friend to people that cared for me, doing drugs, and many more bad things. You see it was all about Neal and what I wanted, that is why my life became pointless and without purpose. I did not have God in my life. I though I was God almighty myself. But on December 26, 2007 God really showed me that he is the true God and power. He really forgave me of all my sins, and put me back to work. After I had made a mess of my life again, He would not let go of me. And I am very glad of the fact that He loves me so very much, that He keeps on forgiving me for my sins.
In His loving kindness He put me back to work again, after I had made a mess of things as always tiring my self will knowing that I am powerless. He will not let of me and I am thankful for that. What God has done for me, I could never do for myself. I see now that the greatest tragedy is not death, but life without purpose. Knowing my purpose will give meaning to my life. You see God created me to have meaning. And knowing my purpose will only simplify my life more. It will define what I do and don't do. My purpose will become the standard I will use to evaluate which activities are essential and which aren’t. I simply ask is this activity in accord with God's word and not mines.
It will help me concentrate my efforts and energy on what is important .I am learning to become more effective, by being more selective I no longer desire to play trivial pursuit with my life. I also am learning that I know longer have to live a life of quiet desperation. Without a Godly purpose, I will keep changing directions, jobs, relationships, Churches, or other externals-hoping each change will settle the confusion or fill emptiness in my heart.
But he was wounded for our transgressions he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. Who his own self bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we, being dead to sin, should live unto righteousness, by whose stripes we were healed. Then your light shall break forth like the dawn, and healing shall spring up quickly
I said a prayer for you today,
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although he spoke no word!
I didn't ask for wealth or fame
I knew you wouldn't mind
I asked him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind!
I asked that he be near you
At the start of each new day;
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your way!
I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small.
But it was for his loving care
I prayed the most of all!
The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes,
came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.
One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the
beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.
For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.
And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will
sing praises unto the LORD.
Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine
enemies.
Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
My dear Neal: God has anointed you with a wonderful gift of ministry that you share so beautifully with others, including me. Thank you.
Sending encouragement and bringing hope to those in need of support is definitely one of the way's you are doing God's work; it's a purpose God has given you to help heal those through His word as only you know how to share it through His divine guidence.
Embrace this gift God has given you, and continue to bring encouragement, love, prayer, and hope to those friends who need your support, as I do, and know you're speaking in behalf of the Lord. Thank you for being so honest and sharing God's messages with me so I can lift my armour and be the strong leader God intended me to be. You're an awesome man with a loving heart. You have made me a better person and touched my heart as no one has ever done before.
God bless you.
I love the photograph and thought it could be used to enhance your secret garden testimony. Sending love and prayers that you are watched over and protected and guided by God's Holy Spirit within your heart.
I have heard that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so today and every day I make a conscious effort to behold the beauty in all people. Every person of every nation is a child of God, here by divine appointment.
All people—my friends, relatives, even complete strangers—are works of the divine Creator.
They are all tributes to God’s grandeur and reflect the beauty that is God.
I am beautiful.
When I look in the mirror, I see a unique, magnificent, God-centered being looking back.
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WHAT DO YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR?
You Are Worthy
Don’t see yourself as insignificant
Not worthy to come before God
Fearing the stains are too deep to clean
From the sins you’re guilty of
And don’t feel as though you’re not worthy
To dine at His table of grace
Nor even to gather the scraps that fall
Nor look into His loving face
But see yourself clothed in garments
Fit only to clothe a king
Eating as His honoured guest
And wearing His signet ring
For that is how God sees you
A worthy child indeed
A royal priesthood bearing His name
The moment you came to believe
For surely as Christ’s blood has washed you
You shall be whiter than snow
So don’t see yourself as someone unworthy
A tiny speck nobody knows
For that only belittles the value
Of Jesus Christ’s spilled blood
For it’s through His blood he’s cleansed you
And showed you how much He loved
He says ‘My child you are precious
More than you can comprehend
For nothing you’ve done could lessen my love
For I’d always call you my friend
My heart just longs for you to come
And bask in my embrace
My child I will always love you
And pour out my mercy and grace
So don’t feel afraid to draw near
Nor feel you have no worth
My son’s blood has purchased you
And has given you new birth
So come enjoy my presence
And let me hear you sing
The new song I have given you
For to me you are everything’
Hadassah
glitter-graphics.com
Jul 22, 2008
Hadassah
glitter-graphics.com
Jul 22, 2008
Lady_angel
Jul 23, 2008
Berlinda V
Jul 24, 2008
Lady_angel
Jul 24, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Jul 25, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Jul 25, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Jul 26, 2008
Lady_angel
Jul 26, 2008
Berlinda V
Jul 27, 2008
Ladyk
Jul 28, 2008
Lady_angel
Jul 29, 2008
Lady_angel
Jul 31, 2008
Berlinda V
I said a prayer for you today,
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although he spoke no word!
I didn't ask for wealth or fame
I knew you wouldn't mind
I asked him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind!
I asked that he be near you
At the start of each new day;
To grant you health and blessings
And friends to share your way!
I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small.
But it was for his loving care
I prayed the most of all!
The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes,
came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.
One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the
beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple.
For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.
And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will
sing praises unto the LORD.
Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek.
Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
Teach me thy way, O LORD, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine
enemies.
Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
Aug 1, 2008
Lady_angel
Aug 1, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 2, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 2, 2008
Ann Barnett
Aug 2, 2008
Angel of Joy
Aug 3, 2008
Loved By the Best
Aug 3, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 3, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 3, 2008
Berlinda V
Aug 4, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 4, 2008
Claire
Sending encouragement and bringing hope to those in need of support is definitely one of the way's you are doing God's work; it's a purpose God has given you to help heal those through His word as only you know how to share it through His divine guidence.
Embrace this gift God has given you, and continue to bring encouragement, love, prayer, and hope to those friends who need your support, as I do, and know you're speaking in behalf of the Lord. Thank you for being so honest and sharing God's messages with me so I can lift my armour and be the strong leader God intended me to be. You're an awesome man with a loving heart. You have made me a better person and touched my heart as no one has ever done before.
God bless you.
Aug 4, 2008
Lady_angel
Aug 4, 2008
mallay
Aug 6, 2008
Deloresa/Manager
Aug 7, 2008
Lady_angel
Guardians Tag Ministry
Aug 7, 2008
Berlinda V
Aug 8, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 9, 2008
Claire
Aug 9, 2008
Lady_angel
Aug 10, 2008
Lady_angel
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Fearing the stains are too deep to clean
From the sins you’re guilty of
And don’t feel as though you’re not worthy
To dine at His table of grace
Nor even to gather the scraps that fall
Nor look into His loving face
Fit only to clothe a king
Eating as His honoured guest
And wearing His signet ring
For that is how God sees you
A worthy child indeed
A royal priesthood bearing His name
The moment you came to believe
You shall be whiter than snow
So don’t see yourself as someone unworthy
A tiny speck nobody knows
For that only belittles the value
Of Jesus Christ’s spilled blood
For it’s through His blood he’s cleansed you
And showed you how much He loved
More than you can comprehend
For nothing you’ve done could lessen my love
For I’d always call you my friend
My heart just longs for you to come
And bask in my embrace
My child I will always love you
And pour out my mercy and grace
Nor feel you have no worth
My son’s blood has purchased you
And has given you new birth
So come enjoy my presence
And let me hear you sing
The new song I have given you
For to me you are everything’
Aug 11, 2008
Deloresa/Manager
Aug 14, 2008
Lady_angel
Guardians Tag Ministry
Aug 14, 2008
Ladyk
Aug 14, 2008
Ladyk
Aug 14, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 15, 2008
Berlinda V
Aug 15, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 15, 2008
Ann Barnett
Your Friend,
Aug 16, 2008
Claire
SpiritualGraphics.com
Aug 17, 2008
Lady_angel
Aug 19, 2008
WANDA SIMPSON
Aug 19, 2008
Ann Barnett
Your Friend in Christ,
Aug 20, 2008
Lady_angel
Aug 21, 2008
Ann Barnett
Your Friend,
Aug 22, 2008
Ladyk
Aug 23, 2008
Ann Barnett
Your Friend in Christ,
Aug 23, 2008