For the leaves to change...it takes the "Son" and the rain.

Col 1:29 To this end I labor, struggling with all "His" energy, which so powerfully works in me.

It's been said...."I have done it again, I've messed up, ruined, failed, or destroyed what I worked so hard to do/accomplish/build/change. " Even Paul struggled with this on sin. Rom 7:15-25 Whisper...The answer is within the sentence... that "I" worked so hard to build. What we do or build weather it be relationships, behaviors, spiritually...with our own hands seems to end up many times going in the wrong directions, ending up in huge knots.

Our motives, abilities and strengths are not enough. How can it work when the motives in our heart sets out Spiritually , yet we step out to work it naturally? "I" got it...."I" can do this on my own. Sooner or later the "I" is going to run out of energy. Natural power is unable to run without a source. Same is true Spiritually. God is our power source! Without light there is no life, only darkness. Jn 8:12 We cannot continue to press on, without Christ and being fed. We must remain plugged in. This isn't once a week but daily, recharged through Christ and His word. Changes will occur. ***The I cannots will transform into He can.*** We need to learn to rest in Christs strengths, power, and grace. 2Cor9a But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness." 1Co 2:4,5 15:10 Zec 4:6 Hos 1:7

Whisper...I haven't seen any knot yet that the Lord hasn't been able to undo.
In Christ, Brown Eagle

Hello My Brother In the Lord,

I feel that some time you feel unworthy of is grace, but God said my grace is suffiecient! Do you believe that? He's all power, He is the great I am, and he's wonderful!!! You are God's chosen one! You are one of his Apostles and you have his word in your heart. Keep pushing and go forth.
Blessings,
Min. Cynthia