hello my name is Bionca Boone. I will be graduating from high school on may 21. 2010. im writing this letter to tell people about my change and my blessing i have recieve. One thing about me im never ashame to tell what god has done for me. i used to be cause how people used to talk about me but i have realize im living my life for who "me".. 1st i will love to give an brief testimony about my life and past. At the age of 16, I was not the Bionca i am today, i was so stressed out cause of the lost i had, it started from there, i started drinkin, leaving the house everyday not listening to my mama, i used to talk back to mama and grandma. i used to do unlady like things, i mean i thought no one loved me and i was giving up on my life. people kept telling me you are a beautiful young lady, who is smart and have so much potential but i never listen. i couldna sleep at night, i used to have bad dreams. my grandma told me my conscious was eating me up. i mean i was so stressed out i tried commiting sucide then my doctor put me on pills and im still on them today. i used to talk about people, i was a person who loved to fight and didnt care who you were. the ones who was good to me, i mistreated them so bad. Last year of may i got cut up on my arm and in my face, i knew right then god was tryin to tell me some, but i kept on, when i turned 18, it got worst, i was missing school every other day and still was clubbing and drinkin. I thought it was no help for me and i kept giving up.. Until i met Apostle Aketia on May 3, 2010 we had an long talk and i told her how i was tried and ready to change so she told me what to say and do. I felt fire come all over my body and i started to cry. I knew right then god have forgave me for all my sins. I gave my life to him on that day. he showed em how to delete negative people and things out my life but still love yall at the same time. i know most of all saying 'oh she young and she not gonna settle down and do right cause of my past, but prayer changes things and im an change person. "only can can judge me and i don't care what people say or thing because i don't wanna die and i don't know where i'm goin, but i have faith and faith is the kep to open the doors to heaven' it feel so good to be living my life for the lord my savior, bestfriend, my mama and daddy, my everything. I know i have change cause every since may 3 and i know its only been 3 days ago but its true, real and it feel good. i use to complain everyday and never smile much as i do today, but mow im thankful to just be alive and to praise god everyday of my life glory to god. god has been so good to me and its time for me to be good to him and live my life the right way by following his foot step, my older brothers and sisters in christ, and by obeying his commandments. I Bionca Boone is an change young lady that is now serving god. I will like to say to all my enemy and people who hates me, im sorryy for whatever i did and said and i pray that yall find it in yall heart to forgive me. im not the Bionca i used to be, its like i been hiding the real Bionca inside of me, but i finally ler her out and it feel so good to say glory to god, I know this is unbelieviable but its true me Bionca Boone is giving it all up for the man who died to for me, he made me and disrespectful person, but as of today i am an child of god and he made me and respectful, kind, caring, lovin, i have an better attitude towarda others, im not saying i will never sin again cause everyone makes mon the cross for me. The devil thought he had me, he kept me out of church almost an year, he tried istakes but you have to learn from them, but thats why i pray and parya and ask god to show me how to live right, i dont ask god for much but to show me how to love, treat, and respect others and to help me speak his words and live life as an christians young lady and i know its gone to be people who get in the way and who gone to try to bring me down but im stronger then ever. My goals are to be sucessful at whatever i do and to become and register nurse and to kept praising god at all times. i couldnt never made it without you 'jesus' You been so good to me so i have to say THANK YOU JESUS,. to yall who think im fake, messy, a liar, two-face, or whatever else just keep thinking negative about me because im gone get my blessing by saying i love you all and if you ever need some or help, i will try my best to help or give. from this day forward im living my life for jesus the right way for those who wanna change and feel like i do just call or email me and i can show you the way, i go to sleep with joy in my heart and wake up with an bigger and bigger smile and love to shout out THANK YOU JESUS. I love to read my bible and talk about the words to others..Number 1 thing i love to tell other what he has done for me. My prayer request is: "i pray to god my mama will find it in her heart to believe in me and others to, i pray to god me and mama grow and stronger relationshiip, i pray to god that you keep sending me words to speak, keep showing me the right way to live, love, and laught. show me how to keep negative people and things out my life. Amen to you all this is my blessing i have receive and im so grateful and thankful, GLORY TO GOD...