the story of my daughter and why so much pain and hurt.

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beautiful she was now resting with the lord:my daughter hattie shanetae nicole was a beautiful saved woman of god her ministry was ministering to the youth after loosen three children god blessed her to carry one full term but the devil came in and stole her life while in labor she was reciveing an epidural and the doctor placed the medicine in nerve instead of the spine and it immediately went to the heart it had already started its adverse effect then she asked him what he had done because she was still in pain and he administered the medication again and it to was in the wrong place causing her heart to stop because it had froze her heart completely it was later stated that he had hit a nerve and when he gave the next dose it caused a freez of the heart because it was in the wrong place it went up froze her heart and she stoped breathing while in the operating they rushed to get the baby out who was born lifeless and unresponsive as shanetae lay there unconscious with no oxygen for a total of 9 min as doctors struggled to stabilize and revive her newborn daughterwho later ended up in ped icu for two month on lifesupport and left her there to die but god had other plans.when the neurologist arrived with his team of doctors from another hospital he observed shanetae laying there with no one providing any medical attention to her at allin his report he stated it appered that they had given up on the mom and was going to save only the baby she suffered brain damaged and so did the baby they were both on life support she was swolling and so was little janani but after two month god healed the baby she recovered but my daughter didnt she sufferd irreversible brain damaged severe neurological damaged and went into a coma she was in a permanet vegetative state and would be permanently disabled for the rest of her life a ventilator became her source of breathing and her food and water would be given to her through a feeding tube in her stomach by way of sugery first they said she would live 6 months well she out lived that and everything they said about her she lived 4 years 11 months and 32 days it was almost five years no matter how much and how many times they tryed to talk me into taken her off lifesupport i didnt i kept the faith and believed god for her healing i stayed at that hospital with her until i took her home in aug of 2004 she had two birthdays there christmas and thanksgiving but god still kept her inspite of the doctors and there negitivety through her being there people lives were saved touched and god moved in her room.on april 5th 2004 they came to me and said that she was brain dead and asked me what i wanted to do see the test showed that she was brain dead there was no activety there at all so i called my familey together for a meeting so they could see what i saw and talk to the doctors i called her pastor and my pastor and my moms pastor and we had the meeting and they all said what ever i wanted to do they would support me so i gave the family and friends two weeks to visit and say good by to her i had diceded to let her go so on april 24 i had them to all meet me back at the hospital to turn of the lifesupport it was about 30 of us in her room we were praying crying and thanking god for the time we had with her see shanetae was loved by everyone she was never a problem child and she loved everyone she loved her youth and she even ministered to the battered women and helped them out.so it was a lot of people that had suffered not just her family but her church family and because we went to to different ministery she had family in all three churches because she went to all of them and she worked with the youth in all of them she was a praise leader and she was good at what god had called her to do.they all got there i wanted it turned off at 3:00 but because pastor lane wasent there her mentor and pastor we waited for him he got there at 4pm i then said to them as soon as he finishes praying for her turn that demon off my daughter so at 5pm they turned it off well we waited and waited and so my baby brother asked how long is it going to take they told us they cant tell it depinds on the person so my pastor said keep praying and singing and worshiping god dont get sad rejoice because of what god is going to do in here.just as he spoke that my brother went over to her feet and begain to rub them and speak these words shanie you are a fighter you are young it is not your time fight fight we need you your baby needs you just then she started coughing and them it got harder and she took a deep breath and my god he worked a miricale in that room she coughed up something and my brother caugth it in his hand went to the door and told one of the nurses to get me a towel and as he cleaned his hand he said satan you have no place in here she belongs to god get out in the name of jesus returne back to hell where you came from the doctors were shocked they said this is not true she was braine dead she should be gone we put them out and had her doctor and the respitory man to come in take that michine out and do what ever needed to be done for her the other doctors came in and just as one doctor came in he gave his life to christ i tell you the truth they were going at each other she is dead this is not right like they wanted her to die.oh but god hummmmmmmwhat a mighty god we serve he came in the mist of it all and showed out.after all the test were redone she was fine i told them get my child ready to go home in 4 months i am leaving this hospital i have been here since june 20th 2002 and i am ready to go home.well they did but in the middle she was attacked with everything you name it it came so again they said she wasent going to make it out of the hospital oh but the prayers of the righteous avileth much much prayer much power and she had prayers comming from all over the world.the day came for me to go home you would have throught that the president was there it was so many people there to send us home i was sick of looking at them and hugging people.but we got out of there and i took her home to a new home in sacramento.aug 4th 2004 was the day she went home.to her baby girl and my family where we lived i took her to church to the womens confrence and womens fellowship to my family reunion and for walks to the park with her daughter from may 2005 was her first time out the house when the doctor came to visit and said you can take her out of this house to get some sunlight so i started little by little sitting her on the pourch to see how she liked it i didnt want her in the chair to long she did fine from there we tryed the park she was fine then to my moms house in san,francisco which was a 45min drive from my home in sacto she did well with that it was on after that to church we went and there on she was no longer home bound but on the move as she always was.then i moved to here fair,field and she was fine in december of 2006.we joined wind of change world wide ministery and man oh man god has been good to us wonderful pastors and members welcomed us in with open arms.she did well until her sickness in april of 2007 where she was attacked with byliteral phemonia and it begain to shut down her body god called her to peace on may 19th 2007 i thank god for the time he gave us with her and the time her little blessing got to know her he knew what was best and i thank him for we will see her again.beautiful she was now resting in the arms of her father;;;i have some pictures of her from the begginning to the end to share.thank you for the support yes we still hurt but i know where my help comes from and i know where my peace comes from yes we will go through but if we keep the faith wait on jesus and know where your strengenth is god will see you through see the battle was not ours it belonged to the lord all the time and when he knew we were ready he called her to peace her work down here was done.im ok im sad but yet rejoicing my baby made it and i will see here again.amen