Please pray for God to give me umderstanding to this matter that is upon my heart

   I am requesting prayer, I am 56 years old and something happen to me this pass Monday that I do not understand and it has been ripping at my heart, I have been out of a very bad relationship for almost a year now, and had mainly given up, but in my heart I knew I could not do that, because I know that there is someone out there for me, someone that I felt in my heart were my soulmate died about 10 years ago and my heart will always love him, Monday September 10th I were standing waiting for the train when this man appeared looking a lot like the one I had losted years ago, something came over me so strong it was as if my stummit became knots, I stood there for a few minutes not knowing what to say or do, and then I looked over and he had his head bowed down as if he were praying, as he looked up our eyes made the connection, but I looked away because of the shyness and nervousness that I felt, when I glance back he were staring at me, but I just could not get myself together to look back at him, and when I did get up the nerves to look back at him his train had come, and everything in me were saying please don't go but when the train pulled off he was know longer there, and the only way I can say how it felt is to speak on when Jesus said who touched me because the virtue had come out of him, well it felt like my inside came out of me like a pulling feeling, I could not stop seeing his eyes looking at me and from that day I have been feeling empty and my tears will not stop,can someone please tell me if you know about why and what was happening to me, I really need your prayers because my heart is hurting and I am very confussed,I have even went back to the same place hoping he will show up there again but he did not show up, and the sad part is I prayed to God the day before to please send me my husband I know there is someone for me God, so I am asking all of you who know the words of prayer and have the faith to please pray with me and for me the God will work this out for me, I feel so bad and the Sunday before this happen I just felt like giving up on life and this is really hurting me, so my sisters and brothers in Christ please take me to God thorne and pray with me and for me and the man that I saw, thank you and may the good Lord keep blessing you all.