Hello Family, I bring you this topic at this time because sometimes when we go through life's problems, we tend to keep it to ourselves and even though others may see a change in us, we pretend everything is alright. Your testimony of things both good and Bad may not help everybody but if it helps one person it is worth the effort. I come to you as my extended family in pain. These several months you have heard me request prayer for my father. And thank god the bleeding subsided, on the down side , they had to take him off a medication which would elimiate him from having TIA's, (mini strokes). Well as JOB stated the thing I feared the most has come upon me. In the last weeks he began having seizures and mini strokes repeatly. Yesterday, because of other serious health issues, to include water on the brain, we learn there is nothing that they can do to stop, or drain the water from his brain, so it don't take a rocket science to figure out the outcome of that. He has renal failure, heart disease, abd anyuersim, just to name a few. He is not a canidate for any type of surgery procedures. His main arteries are totally block on one side of his neck and 90% on the other, which supplies oxygen to his brain. He is not in the hospital because there is nothing they can do.
I have a younger sister, we are 18months apart, she lives with my parents. she has been suffering from a brain tumor since 1997, having 2 surgeries. Because of the location it can not be removed. She just turned 47 yesterday, not only my baby sister but my best friend. We found out this week that the tumor has surrounded both main arteries in her head. my mom is a mess, and rely upon me to strengthen her, as well as my son and his drama, and my daughter and her husband and my grand kids. So I stand strong for them and spend hours before God in prayer. But Family there is no ventilation for me. I am hurting, hurting Bad. I call my father every morning to see if he is alive. I spend quality time with my sister because she needs me to. I started this week preaching at the nusing homes, and beginning a street outreach ministry. I am working my Private Investigation Business which includes me, helping people in trouble and feeling their frustrations and fears, they count and depend on me for victory in that courtroom. I have a community orgainzation where I help people who can't afford a P.I. and those that lose their jobs. Thank God I have a 100% victory for them so far. But Family I am hurting. I need you now like I have never needed you. I need you to touch and agree with me to God to turn all these demonic attacks around in the name of Jesus. I need you to lend me a strong shoulder and strong arms as I cry from within to God to help me. I am hurting. This morning I have opened up my life, and me to you all. There comes a time in life where you just got to be straight up, and this is my time. I am hurting beyond tears. If you are hurting also, tell it, let us heal together, if not stand with those who are. Thank each of you who take the time to even read this whether you respond or not, I pray God Bless you.